Jan's journal

this is for __nerve_agent (LauraL)

Sat, 08 Apr 2006 05:00:18 GMT

God, that is such an intense vivid dream! I would break it up into peices: without getting into a long drawn out discussion, I think you have to look at a few major things:
THE PAST- people you havent seen or thought about in a very long time. Something that you want to change or regret (his sad face and you go chasing him.)Now keep in mind, it isnt Kevin necessarily, it could be what he represented. That time of life is generally full of changes and very intense freindships and the loss of innocense. Then everyhting STARTS TO GO WRONG. You are being chased and it is very very important that the car was WHITE and the truck was BLACK (good vs. evil?)Either way, everyhwere you turned,someone was out to get you, right? The car runs into starbucks and hurts people, yes even kills people and there is nothing you can do altho you really want to. I take this to mean that you cannot "SAVE" everyone. Then when you were running from the truck,You were hurt by WORDS then actually run over but you didnt die, you got SPIT OUT (chewed up, hurt but alive);

Then an AMBULANCE = safety, protection,healing. and people who not only were driving it, they reached out for you and PULLED you in! That is very significant. You were SAVED.There were many times you were ALONE but you survived.

I think this is a very very important dream. I know a few of the people in the dream but not everyone and I dont know your relationships but there is a lot to think about in this dream. This is more like a message not a casual dream. I have experienced dreams where I awoke crying (like losing my mother all over again after I thought she was alive again or I have even dreamed of a great love, someone I never knew, who left or died). You feel like it happened almost and the emotion is so real.
I will tell you that dreams are unresolved issues. Think about some of the points and what the situation or people mean to you and I think you will reach the correct conclusion. I think all in all it is a good dream. broken down I think it means, that although very painful, you cant save everyone nor run away from things. I also think that there is salvation and safety just a hand away. I hope this helped a little, Jan

Im an orphan

Thu, 23 Feb 2006 04:30:03 GMT

my dad died on valentines day. this sucks

valentines day

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 22:41:40 GMT

I'm an orphan. My Dad died on Tuesday----- Valentine's Day.

for anyone who knows Kady

Sat, 21 Jan 2006 04:11:11 GMT

Can you find her my space and wish her well? She is really sick and has been home for over 2 weeks. She is severely anemic and doctors are considering a blood transfusion and some other tests that she would need to be hospitalized. Looks like even as soon as monday. For those of you who pray, I would appreciate a prayer for her as well. Thanks so much, Jan

sometimes

Sat, 07 Jan 2006 03:11:52 GMT

things just suck. you think you know somebody..............

guess its time for my annual update

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 15:33:40 GMT

What can I say? I am lucky that my life doesnt change too much. My husband, kids and dogs are my life, Oh yea, thumbelina too cause if I didnt say her name she would BE MAAAADDDDD!
Stichy is 2 years old now if you can beleive it! She is grandma's little girl! Grandpa takes her hunting for pheasant and Buddy has taught her everything he knows! (Can you imagine a pit bull with one ear at the hunting club with all the labradors, pointers and other assorted purebreds??? Well, Frank has always been a brave man and he knows what his little Stitchy can do~!). She is really good at finding them but doesnt like to put them in her mouth, isnt that funny?
Buddy is doing well as you can tell from his myspace. He was diagnosed with a lung tumor that is growing pretty fast but he is doing really well and only breathes hard and acts pathetic when he is begging for food!
MY girls are well as you can tell from reading THEIR myspaces. And I am doing good too and hope all you kids are too. Kady and I are going to monterey next week and I always think of that trip we took and Kelly, Jamie, Zack and Mitch came! You kids always made me laugh. Stop by sometime when you are in town. We still live here. Yes,Leslie, that includes you!
Hope you are all well and thriving and finding your place in our crazy world. Lots of love, the Mama

another LONG time!

Fri, 29 Jul 2005 02:31:05 GMT

Hey you guys! Just wanted to see who is on live journal these days.. hope you are all ok and things are going well. Say hi to me!

Long time

Sun, 14 Nov 2004 19:30:57 GMT

Hey y'all... so whats new? I am all about being positive these days. I heard somethign that has changed my life and my attitude so I am going to share it with you.
Every day, every one starts out with an empty bucket. The goal is to do somethign to help fill someones bucket 5 times (or more) a day. So that could be smiling at someone, or putting your shopping cart away so someone else doesnt have to, letting someone in front of you in traffic or in line etc.. You get the drift. As you do something nice or considerate for someone, your bucket gets filled too. You feel better, nicer, and you begin to look for opportunities to fill a bucket. It has been a very eye-opening experience. And you know what? As you fill buckets, you start to notice when yours gets filled. You begin to be appreciative of the little things people do for you too. Try it and let me know how you do and what you think.
The first thing I did to fill a bucket today was to clean up Kady's cats poop so she didnt have to! Hey, it sounds like a small thing, but it meant alot to her! LOL.

Im like everyone else now

Thu, 19 Aug 2004 03:55:31 GMT

I got a haircut. it never turns out the way i picture it. it is kinda spikey in the back ( like it always was) and is longer in the front ( but still spikey) and it looks always way better on other people when I see what I wanted. Even Kelly..she has her own hair under there now.. you would not beleive how adorable it looks!
I am getting a tatoo! SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, it is a secret till I do it. I went with kel and nik and kady ( she designed it for me from my idea) and I am excited. Maybe in a couple of weeks I will be as cool as you guys.. maybe.. maybe...
Oh and do you want to comment on my spelling or punctuation Bitch? I didnt think so... like Frank says, "we HATE alot of people...." Hahahahaha! And that is why I am like I am!
Shout out to:
Zack, Leslie, Nate, Josh, Crissy, Amber,the ols schoolers and the new schoolers, Lauren (our littlest Munroe) KK, Brit, Amanda, Stephanie, Jessica and the rest of those who have moved through the casa de munroe... Wait, only those I like and who havent totally f****d with my family. You know who you are. I am still the Stichy's Grandma! And Tumbles too!

Here I am.. miss me?

Fri, 16 Jul 2004 00:59:19 GMT

Been a long time, Kids! Hope things are going well with you. We have been in this insane time warp of busyness and I dont come on anymore.
We have kept Thumbelina, Kelly has the black kitty, Saki, and we just got Mix the fluffy Calico returned to us so we may keep her too.
Kel and Nik are happy, Kady is happy and she is in Texas visiting right now and I miss her very much. Things are going well with the Munroes for the moment. There are lots of things happeneing in the background but I am thankful we are strong and we always stick together and support each other. I am thankful for my kids.
Like I said, hope you are all well and I do think of you all alot! Take care, Jan

thursday

Thu, 27 May 2004 18:47:38 GMT

lets see... Kady is graduating from 8th grade, Kelly doesnt live here anymore and she got the tatoo that she has wanted since like 5th grade. Frank and I have been working way hard but thats cool cause we like money. ssooooooooooooooooo:
I dont know Mace's email, so if he doesnt read my journal, I would like someone to direct him here.

Mace,
This is about the Kitty that you want to adopt, Thumbelina. If you go to my last post, you see there was an accident with her. She is doing ok but she wobbles sometimes and I think she is going to be a "special needs" kitty. What I would like to ask of you is to consider adopting Mix, the furry calico, instead. There is a picture of her in kelly's live journal or go to my friends and you can see her with her paw up with Billie, the gray one. She is very fluffy, very people oriented, very loving (loves to sleep on my chest and purrs the whole time). She is adorable and when she runs, her tail sticks straight up in the air and she is the first one to do everything. I think you would be really happy with her and maybe you could come this weekend and see her. The babies are about ready to go to their homes. Billie has a home with Klarissa, I think we have a home for the black and white boy named Sox. Everyone of course can feel free to name them whatever they want. They are about 5 weeks old now and at 8 weeks will need their first shots.
Kady has become extremely attached to Thumbelina and I think we are going to keep her so we can make sure any needs that she has or may come up,we will be able to meet. I know you wanted her but I jsut think it is better for you to get a kitty with no problems and let Thumby stay here with us. Hope that is ok with you and you can write me or talk to Kelly about it. mamadwarf@aol.com Thanks, jan

Are you tired of hearing about the kitties yet?

Fri, 21 May 2004 04:20:13 GMT

well yesterday was a horrible horrible day! I was up feeding the babies cause Kelly was gone and I accidently stepped on Thumbelina!!!That is Mace's kitty and Kady favorite! I moved realy quick but she was already hurt.. she couldnt walk, she would just fall over..she seemed all dizzy. I was bawling! I was crying so hard as I picked her up and she was breathing ok but was obviously hurt.I got Kady up and she was so calm and good and i was hysterical with guilt. We took her to the Vet and he was wonderful, said kittys are strong and leave her there for few hours and check back. When I called a few hours later, they said she was doing better and when we went in at 3:00, they said she could go home. It was a miracle, I truly beleive it. I thought I had broken her back or something really really bad. I cried all day every time she popped in my mind which was all the time. She was happy to be back with her siblings but tired. Today, she is doing so much better and getting back to her normal self. So Mace, your Kitty is safe and will be ready to go home in a week or so. They are eating solid food mixed with formula and using the kitty box p retty much most of the time now. They are still on the bottle a couple of times a day but they are learning to play and this has been such an amazing experience. I am getting wayyyyyyyyyyyy too attached so am glad they are at kelly's tonigt. I have to remind myself I am jsut fostering till they go to their new homes. We stil h ave mix left ( calico) and socks(black and white) Mix is first all the time for everything and socks is the most playful but still really sweet. they are very people bonded and i think becauase we got them so young they will be more people loving than some cats.. let us know if you can give one of them a home.

I've been sooooooooooooo busy

Wed, 19 May 2004 04:35:54 GMT

I have been soooo busy working! Whats up with you all? Leslie and Jamie, so sorry I missed you all the other day.. another time perhaps????

hey guess what

Thu, 13 May 2004 03:29:30 GMT

you know whats cuter than baby kittens? NOthing! Except maybe if you adopted one.........

Im a lucky girl!

Mon, 10 May 2004 02:45:13 GMT

thank you Kelly for the cookies, flowers and the sweet sweet card and Kady for the flowers and NOT getting me a card, and Jamie for the books and Frank for the flowers, I love you all so much and I appreciate your love today and everyday! Also to Leslie and Alexis, Amber for the phone call and reina for the mothers day wish. I am truly blessed.
It is a good day.

cool stuff

Fri, 07 May 2004 01:32:31 GMT

This is a great website I heard about and checked it out.. the pictures are amazing! Especially the first one.. he looks like Buddy!
http://www.badrap.org/rescue/gallery.cfm
The other side that has all dog related stuff is called idog.com. really cool, has a bulletin board etc...

REMINDER!

Wed, 05 May 2004 05:10:49 GMT

Sunday is Mothers day!

thought for the day

Tue, 04 May 2004 03:30:04 GMT

My advice? Say what the hell you want NOW before you have obligations or someone telling you to be quiet, behave or whatever. I friggin hate that!

has anyone noticed

Thu, 29 Apr 2004 03:50:34 GMT

that Kelly hasnt answered my 3 questions? Hmmm, wonder what that means?

I wanna do it to!!!

Mon, 26 Apr 2004 02:24:37 GMT

I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want. I'm not shy. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends [including myself] to ask you anything!

thought for the day

Fri, 23 Apr 2004 17:55:08 GMT

If you're happy and you know it....
Tell someone! Tell me! Tell the one who is making you happy!
If you're sad, make someone hug you. works everytime!

today

Fri, 23 Apr 2004 05:16:18 GMT

target card: 106.00
sears card: 245.00
afternoon shopping with my girls: PRICELESS! I love you both very much.

Ha!

Thu, 22 Apr 2004 05:01:28 GMT

yeah, you missed me.. admit it@!

thought for the day

Sat, 10 Apr 2004 00:47:22 GMT

Take one minute in pure silence. Just breathe and dont move or fidget. Where does your mind take you? That is the shit you need to acknowledge~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

has this ever happened to you?

Fri, 09 Apr 2004 05:34:59 GMT

you are innocently minding your own business when a 27 lb. physcho pit bull decides to body slam your bad knee? Yeah. well. Never turn your back. That is our lesson for the day. Other than that, She is THE BABY, THE FLOPSY AND GRANMA'S LITTLE ANGEL! (and she howls to davey imitations so she is a fan of AFI apprantly!)